I drank on an empty stomach last night. Yeah, I know - I know better than that. I wasn't all that hungry and it was one of those moments when life seemed to be happening too fast to worry about stuff like food. Some of it was funny. Some of it wasn't.
I got hit with firecracker shrapnel. So, secret achievement unlocked?
I went on my first Harley ride! After swearing so emphatically for all these years that while I love to look I'd never touch, I did it. And it was awesome. And the whole time I was thinking "Dad's gonna be so pissed."
At some point - a very hazy point - I decided I needed to talk to my sister. I don't remember where I was or what I was doing when the idea struck but I grabbed my phone and took off down the road. Barefoot. And I was crying and rambling and more of a mess than she should have to deal with - but I said so many things I hadn't been able to until then and I'm glad I did.
I learned things about myself I didn't really want to know. But, knowledge is power and I'm glad to have it. Now the question is, what will I do with this knowledge? I have choices to make - about the life I have, the life I want, about who I am and who I want to be.
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